Thursday, October 27, 2005
Conflict. Seems like there is always some kind of conflict going on in my life. I'm hard to get along with. I know that much but damn dude. It think may be that the shit that goes on, that other people kind of let slide, I think that I take that shit totally to heart. Whatever. It isn't like the end of the universe or anything. Rohi, my friend that I wrote about in the last post. Is really self centered. I'm self centered by nature so like "game recognize game" I recognize dickish self centered-ness a mile away. As far as she goes though she has this way of making me crazy with her neediness. Do any of you have any experience with this?
I've discovered that part of my mental affliction is that when I'm around people with similar, no I suppose that they could be dissimilar ailments, I get crazier. It's like I'm a sponge for crazy. I sop it up like Bounty. I have an endless capacity for absorbing crazy. Ask anyone who knows me. That would be like three people outside of my household.
My birthday is coming up next week. I'm gonna be 32. Grand. What am i gonna do? Nothing. Just another bullshit night in suck city. That's the title of a book that I shelved earlier. I liked it. the title. Haven't read the book but I might. Prolly might.
Uhm, I need to not let this Rohi stuff get me down. Let me ask this.... what should I do? Try and work it out or just do like Isaac Hayes and Walk On By? Any advice is appreciated if not all together ignored...
i dont think i know rohi so i dunno what you should do. maybe write about more interaction with people like that. how it makes you feel and stuff. might help you sort through some of it.
happy soon to be 32 and all.
32 ain't old. I'm not 30 yet, but Jeo is 34. He does not seem like it to me.
Seems to me like you are making a big deal out of this Rohi thing. It's not just about the play date, is it?
I think you should probably try to work through it. It's always tough, but worth it.
And I know what you mean about being around similar personalities...the littlest shit turns into a miscommunication nightmare, sarcasm is taken as insults...actually, I'm not sure what you should do. I've got a friend pissed off at me, and not only do I not know why, but I can't say or do one thing to make it any better...like nothing but total submission get even close, and then she thinks yer a pussy, so fuck it.
Shit...have another beer, play another video game. Wait, I got it.
CLOWN PORN makes anything better!
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I've discovered that part of my mental affliction is that when I'm around people with similar, no I suppose that they could be dissimilar ailments, I get crazier. It's like I'm a sponge for crazy. I sop it up like Bounty. I have an endless capacity for absorbing crazy. Ask anyone who knows me. That would be like three people outside of my household.
My birthday is coming up next week. I'm gonna be 32. Grand. What am i gonna do? Nothing. Just another bullshit night in suck city. That's the title of a book that I shelved earlier. I liked it. the title. Haven't read the book but I might. Prolly might.
Uhm, I need to not let this Rohi stuff get me down. Let me ask this.... what should I do? Try and work it out or just do like Isaac Hayes and Walk On By? Any advice is appreciated if not all together ignored...
i dont think i know rohi so i dunno what you should do. maybe write about more interaction with people like that. how it makes you feel and stuff. might help you sort through some of it.
happy soon to be 32 and all.
32 ain't old. I'm not 30 yet, but Jeo is 34. He does not seem like it to me.
Seems to me like you are making a big deal out of this Rohi thing. It's not just about the play date, is it?
I think you should probably try to work through it. It's always tough, but worth it.
And I know what you mean about being around similar personalities...the littlest shit turns into a miscommunication nightmare, sarcasm is taken as insults...actually, I'm not sure what you should do. I've got a friend pissed off at me, and not only do I not know why, but I can't say or do one thing to make it any better...like nothing but total submission get even close, and then she thinks yer a pussy, so fuck it.
Shit...have another beer, play another video game. Wait, I got it.
CLOWN PORN makes anything better!
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