Confounded Accusations

Took the family to Japan and China...Town yesterday. It was fun. What tripped me out was the amount of bootleg DVD's everywhere. It was weird there are whole stores that only sell bootlegs. I was tripped out. I felt like so like in the underworld. I was like the only non-Asian cat up in there cause I was looking for some Pride or other fighting discs, I didn't find any and I was taking pictures so I was expecting to get punched up in the grill any moment. That didn't happen though. I bought some porn, like a Japanese school girl one and then I got this movie called Battle Royale, it rules it's like a movie about a survivor like game but with skool kids but they totally kill each other. It's fun. Here is another pic . If you like these pics then copy em' the first time cause I don't think that Tripod gives you a second chance. Here is a cute girl cutting cakes. She looked really depressed but she smiled and looked shy when I took her snapshot. Well that's about all. My daughter is tugging on my arm and she keeps saying "Da-Da, hurry up" So ya, oh here's to hoping Bill Murray takes it home tonight. God speed Bill......

So I think I should be doing this more. I think that the amount of time I spend here is a gauge of my overall mental health which at the moment isn't good. Not good at all. I'm depressed not like Kurt Kobain gun in the mouth style more like Robert Smith sleepy style. Neither one is good I guess. I hate to be tired. Hate it. Uhm so ya, that's me in a nutshell, tired and mopey. Hashbrowns and bacon strips I love the way you lick your lips. Motorhead is awesome. AWESOME. Just in case you don't know. I think that sometimes metal is just what you need. I must ROCK. ROCK. If yer gonna rock it's gotta be like Motorhead or Sabbath or some old shit like that cause Nu metal is way gay... Super gay. Fuck that noise.. So anyway I don't think that I have anything exciting cooking. So with that I'll bid you a fond farewell...

So A.P.E was the shit dude. Totally the shit. It was so sooper cool. Cool comics, cool cats and a shit ton of hot ass Goth and Punk chicks. I was in heaven. I had on this dope ass corduroy blazer and a vintage ass Smiths shirt and some somewhat form fitting 501's. I was the shit dude. The shit. I had a pack of gum that I was using to game on the ladies. No one turns down a stick of gum. It's like a good way to open up a convo. Of which I opened many.
The whole scene was cool ass. I met up with Mitch Mitchell of Supersock Monkey fame and we're throwing around the idea of working together on some of my mopy slice of life shit. That should be cool. I'm trying to put together a team of artists that can work with. A bunch of cats that can help me as much as I can help them. I think that I need and this isn't me trying to sound egotistical but I think that I need a team of people who believe in my vision and want to support that. Not that they need to put themselves away or any shit like that but I think that they should acknowledge that I am the head. We form like Voltron and I just happen to be the head. Wu Tang. That's not to much to ask is it? It prolly is but I'm still gonna look for it.
So outside of that I guess all else is suck. We have babysitting problems, all kinds of problems between the two of us and dude I don't know life is hard sometimes. That's just the way that it is.

hey, it's raining like cats and dogs as some dorks are known to say. So, ya. Uhm not much going on here. This weekend me and G.P are gonna head down to S.F to check out the Alternative Press Expo should be cool. Gonna head there buy up some mini comics, network and shmooze with all the other comic nerds. Then we're gonna meet up with Sara Bir and head to the center for creative reuse to buy up some garbage that we can turn into uhm, something creative and useful. Dude, dig this. I switched over to like not eating meat. Don't ask why. I don't want to get into it but check this out. I've been shitting like a madman. I've always been regular. Once, sometimes twice a day but lately it's shifted to a very regular once a day mega load of stuff. I just thought that you might want to know that. I know you don't.
So that's all that's new in the life of the kid. Hope it was in some way worth your while. Even though i know that it wasn't. It hardly was for me so how could it be for you? Oh girlfriend of the week which has really become girlfriend of the month but whatever.. its uhm Sara Quin from Tegan and Sara. Ya, she's gay but we can still hang out and have a good time getting to no eachother even if it can't go anywhere from there cause really there is nothing wrong with that and really it's pretty nice in it's own right.

here is a valentine story. I know this girl. Have a bit of a crush, truth be told. Well i think that i've mentioned her before. She's a cute librarian type. I work with her and we're becoming pretty close. So anyway, before we were fully tight i called her at home. She has/had a boyfriend named, well forget it, that's not important and anyway i gave her a ring on some total work related manner and he got upset cause he thought there was some shit going on and they got into a huge fight and if my memory serves, punched her in the gut. I think that's how it went. I was drunk when she told me the tale. I know she got punched, i know that they fought cause i called and i think that the two are related but can't say for sure.
How does this make me feel? Wierd. Not guilty cause he's an ass and would have punched her eventually over something if he hadn't all ready so it wasn't like i was the cause. I mean i was just telling her about some shit to watch out for at work for fucks sake.
I mean i am cute as a bug's ear and he has every reason in his little paranoid way to feel jealous cause he's a dingleberry but come on... punch a girl? A cute little five foot two librarian? I mean she's practically a pixie and i don't mean like Kim Deal, more like a little fairy flitting about your head when your dreaming about flowers and gay shit like that. Dude, if you punched her it'd be like in Ring King, the old 8 bit nintendo game, when you sort of run across the ring and give your foe an uppercut and he flys up through the roof... Fucked up, dude.
Anyway, that's my romantic tale. Oh, they broke up and he moved to S.F and does, who cares what he does.. he punches girls. Fuck him.
Take care and i hope that i don't leave you for a week without anything fun to read..

Sorry, it's been awhile. I've had a cold and believe it or not I think that I am actually blocked. I've never been before. I don't know if not wanting to write is blocked but that's how I feel at the present. I can't think of any projects to work on. The Kick Ass Kid is at a standstill. FUCK. That's a suck right there. I wish that I could draw. I mean then I could make my own comics. I do have this mini comic that I'm planning. It's about a girl who kills herself. Suicide it's a suicide... I think that I'm gonna get my pal Lola to draw it. It should be fun....
Oh Caroleigh just walked up and looked at this. It's a funny thing to have someone see. Oh, well. Oh ya, I'm at work.. If that matters. I'll be here till six so feel free to drop in and give me a big up, if that's how you feel. I think that there is absolutely no chance that anyone will come in but hey, stranger things have happened.. I guess.

This paints been tasting of lead and the chips will fall where they may.
There is a scene that I have on a porn comp. It's this black haired girl with vampire bangs and a chubby face, she has the darkest big blue eyes, if that makes any sense, try and see it in a goth kind of way. Anyhow she's blowin' this felon and i don't know, for a porn chick she's so unique and cool looking that i've always wondered who she was. Like what her name is. So anyway i found out. It's Naughtia Childs. I was stoked. I wanted to look her up in the adult film database which is an invaluable resource BTW to find out some other movies that she's been in so anyhow, i did and much to my dismay i discovered that she's dead. She killed herself. Jumped off of her balcony. I got really bummed out. I don't know why. I guess cause i thought that she was so unique and attractive plus she sucks pipe on video which is always a plus in my book. I feel bad for her. I don't know her, have no idea what she was like but i kind of wish that i did. I'd like to think that i could have helped her to be happy, not like a boyfriend or anything. Porn chicks can't be girlfriend of the week, sorry. Just been there for her in a friendly way. I wonder if she had anyone to talk to. Anyone outside of the buisness. Like normal people. Someone who could have convinced her that maybe she could just move to Tenessee and change her look and lead a nice normal life as a barback or something instead of letting wierdos take closeups of her special places. I don't know. Maybe she was a crazy bitch and it was inevitable that she off herself. Who cares really? What's another dead porn slut right? Not much in the grander scheme of things i guess, but in some way this whole thing has touched me in a way that i wouldn't have ever expected. I don't think any of this is coming across how i want it to. I think that what i want to say is that this whole scenario is totally bumming me out and that i wouldn't expect it to. People i know have bad shit happen to em' daily and i could hardly give a fuck. Whatever, i'm stupid