Tuesday, September 28, 2004
So, this is kind of how it is right now. I'm terribly depressed. That's not really anything new as long time readers will know, but it has been awhile. I have the kind of thing going on where it's hard to do anything. I stayed home from work today just cause I felt to freakin' UGH to actually go in and do anything. That's great huh? I hate that part of me, the part that hides. All I did today was lay on the couch. I didn't read, didn't watch TV, nothing. I just lied there all quiet and shitty.
nice, huh, it's nice to be me sometimes. Sometimes it really is but I was being facetious with that last bit. it sucks pipe to be me at the moment. I'm sure that i'll snap back but there is always that fear that i might not. I guess some cats stay depressed forever, doesn't seem outside the realm of things that happen. On top of all this hooey, i miss Lola. Isn't that funny, i miss her like way bad. I knew i'd miss her a bit but man, it's harder then i thought to not have her around, I think that it's is adding to my current work related problems nice, huh? Well, i don't imagine that she misses me all that much, i'm sure it's a little bit but she's home and that's nice for her but in the meantime i'm still here and i'm wondering, all the time really what she's up to. I feel like such a loser.
Plus, i dyed my hair last week and it didn't take on the top, it's still all brown and shit... that's about it. Have a good one and be nice to someone that you don't think has someone be nice to them all to often, that's like homework..
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nice, huh, it's nice to be me sometimes. Sometimes it really is but I was being facetious with that last bit. it sucks pipe to be me at the moment. I'm sure that i'll snap back but there is always that fear that i might not. I guess some cats stay depressed forever, doesn't seem outside the realm of things that happen. On top of all this hooey, i miss Lola. Isn't that funny, i miss her like way bad. I knew i'd miss her a bit but man, it's harder then i thought to not have her around, I think that it's is adding to my current work related problems nice, huh? Well, i don't imagine that she misses me all that much, i'm sure it's a little bit but she's home and that's nice for her but in the meantime i'm still here and i'm wondering, all the time really what she's up to. I feel like such a loser.
Plus, i dyed my hair last week and it didn't take on the top, it's still all brown and shit... that's about it. Have a good one and be nice to someone that you don't think has someone be nice to them all to often, that's like homework..
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