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Monday, March 22, 2004

I wonder if anyone reads this anymore. I would guess no. That sucks. I mean I'll live even though truth be told I am feeling like the gallow is god a little bit the past few days. Seriously, it's not like before but mos def the feelings are there. I try not to entertain them as much as I have in the past but at the same time that shit is hard to ignore. It's like a little voice in the back of my skull that says shit like "everything really sucks, wouldn't it be cool as hell to be dead?" He doesn't really give the best advice. I don't really feel squirlly but I kind of do at moments. I think I'm giving the illusion that all is well when it's not that it isn't, well but it's far from perfect and sometimes I wonder if I'll make it through the month.
On a happier note, I have a new girlfriend of the week. It's Jennifer Charles of Lovage fame. If you aren't hip to the script then check that shit out NOW. It's awesome. Super awesome and if my CD player wasn't broken I'd play it right now and be like 2 times cooler then you just for having done it while you're off at work or moping in front of your computer like a sad sack. Loser. I'm a winner like Bruce Jenner/eating MC's for dinner. .25 cents to your paypal for the first person to identify that mystery lyric. It's not hard.



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